I didn't ask you what happened. Because if I needed to know, you'd have told me. And because I understand a little of what those portals were.
That was a different Dio. Not mine or yours. It had to be, because you killed ours. And maybe he was just as bad but. That's the thought that kept me going, when I needed to make sure that Adrian wasn't alone instead of going after you.
I've been trying not to think about it too much. There's a lot I don't know, and the implications that one can reach with incomplete information are terrifying.
But you reminded me just now. When you were talking about if you were a girl. That if there are other Dios, then there must be other yous as well.
And I think. I think I would have always loved you. That it's a constant. Even if other things aren't. Even if there's a world where you're a girl. Or one where I die. I think that always stays the same. I always love you.
Whichever you I opened my eyes to when you pulled that thing out of my head, I would have loved.
But I'm glad that of all of them, I'm yours. I'd have loved any one of you, but I think. I'd always be a little sadder, if it wasn't you. I wouldn't know why. But I'd miss this you, even if I never met them.
I'll be honest, I don't know how much sense this makes. I know you don't like it when I revise my messages too much, so I only revised once. It doesn't quite feel like enough if nothing else all the uses of the word 'you' are still very confusing even after one set of revisions. But I won't do any more.
Just so you're aware I really don't want to send this. It sounds stupid. I'm adding this part just to put off hitting the send button and now I can't delete it because I already did all the revisions I'm going to allow myself.
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That was a different Dio. Not mine or yours. It had to be, because you killed ours. And maybe he was just as bad but.
That's the thought that kept me going, when I needed to make sure that Adrian wasn't alone instead of going after you.
I've been trying not to think about it too much. There's a lot I don't know, and the implications that one can reach with incomplete information are terrifying.
But you reminded me just now. When you were talking about if you were a girl. That if there are other Dios, then there must be other yous as well.
And I think.
I think I would have always loved you. That it's a constant. Even if other things aren't. Even if there's a world where you're a girl. Or one where I die. I think that always stays the same. I always love you.
Whichever you I opened my eyes to when you pulled that thing out of my head, I would have loved.
But I'm glad that of all of them, I'm yours.
I'd have loved any one of you, but I think. I'd always be a little sadder, if it wasn't you. I wouldn't know why. But I'd miss this you, even if I never met them.
I'll be honest, I don't know how much sense this makes.
I know you don't like it when I revise my messages too much, so I only revised once.
It doesn't quite feel like enough if nothing else all the uses of the word 'you' are still very confusing even after one set of revisions.
But I won't do any more.
Just so you're aware I really don't want to send this.
It sounds stupid.
I'm adding this part just to put off hitting the send button and now I can't delete it because I already did all the revisions I'm going to allow myself.
Don't be a dick about it.