[He doesn't want to get into what happened to Jiji, not because of that in and of itself, but because it happens after Kakyoin died. And that seems to be the rocky terrain, the acknowledgement that at some point along the timeline, Kakyoin just stopped, and everyone else didn't.
So he focuses on the other part instead. This one is more embarrassing, more subjecting himself to the mortifying ordeal of being known, but that doesn't matter. It's worth it.]
I don't mind it either. Sometimes...it feels good, that it hurts. I know I'm fucked up. But you're not. You're not, okay?
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[He doesn't want to get into what happened to Jiji, not because of that in and of itself, but because it happens after Kakyoin died. And that seems to be the rocky terrain, the acknowledgement that at some point along the timeline, Kakyoin just stopped, and everyone else didn't.
So he focuses on the other part instead. This one is more embarrassing, more subjecting himself to the mortifying ordeal of being known, but that doesn't matter. It's worth it.]
I don't mind it either. Sometimes...it feels good, that it hurts. I know I'm fucked up. But you're not. You're not, okay?