[He says, under his breath, before shaking it off and locking back in on the admission that — well, it's not wrong, it's just. Sort of ugly to hear it in someone else's voice instead of just in his own head.
Funny. Isn't that what he wanted, months ago? Fr someone to look at him and confirm all the things he told himself. That it was his fault. That it was him. Just for someone to agree with his feelings.
So this is what he kept grasping for, really. Not just anyone. Kakyoin.]
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[He says, under his breath, before shaking it off and locking back in on the admission that — well, it's not wrong, it's just. Sort of ugly to hear it in someone else's voice instead of just in his own head.
Funny. Isn't that what he wanted, months ago? Fr someone to look at him and confirm all the things he told himself. That it was his fault. That it was him. Just for someone to agree with his feelings.
So this is what he kept grasping for, really. Not just anyone. Kakyoin.]
If not that, then what?