[ More than this would be- wrong. Inappropriate, for all kinds of reasons. He should probably make a list, sooner or later, and he could put it in order and stare at it until it seemed right. Maybe if he was alive, he'd be willing to fuck up Jotaro's life just a little bit by going further than this. But he's not. He's not and Jotaro is and it feels wronger, somehow, to risk messing up everything when once this bullshit ends and they stop playing moon aliens who don't hurt, he can't even stick around.
But this much, this much is fine. Playing at being loved the same way he was playing at being alive, except that nobody's snapped him out of it just yet. He combs his fingers through Jotaro's hair again, knocking the hat aside entirely. It's a stupid nickname and he hates it, but it sounds maybe-tolerable in Jotaro's voice. ]
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[ More than this would be- wrong. Inappropriate, for all kinds of reasons. He should probably make a list, sooner or later, and he could put it in order and stare at it until it seemed right. Maybe if he was alive, he'd be willing to fuck up Jotaro's life just a little bit by going further than this. But he's not. He's not and Jotaro is and it feels wronger, somehow, to risk messing up everything when once this bullshit ends and they stop playing moon aliens who don't hurt, he can't even stick around.
But this much, this much is fine. Playing at being loved the same way he was playing at being alive, except that nobody's snapped him out of it just yet. He combs his fingers through Jotaro's hair again, knocking the hat aside entirely. It's a stupid nickname and he hates it, but it sounds maybe-tolerable in Jotaro's voice. ]
I think it can be easier. For now, at least.