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[hierophany]

That sounds needlessly invasive. But also convenient for avoiding awkward conversations. I commend my alternate self for finding such a unique way to overshare.

It's difficult. I think that- you know how scarcity drives prices up? I think that the suddenly very sharply limited supply of me has driven up my value in a way I wasn't quite prepared for.

[ 7FFF00 is typing. Until he's not and three messages arrive in quick succession. ]

Wait what.
Please elaborate, that is a very loaded statement in the current context.
Are you dead.

[teaserving]

i'd say it wasn't on purpose but i did warn you at the time
you went through with it anyway
unsurprisingly neither of us were happy with the outcome

yeah
pretty fucking dead
left me with a scar

[hierophany]

That sounds like me. It was probably on purpose. I imagine I wanted to see what would happen.
And it sounds like I succeeded at that fucking spectacularly.

Well shit. That's unfortunate.

[teaserving]

you saw a lot of shit you didn't need to
and i saw what happened to you
and other things

yeah.
it's not great
but i've had time to deal with it
not well, but im dealing with it

[hierophany]

Well, there's an upside to this whole situation. You can take comfort in the fact that I have completely forgotten all of your darkest secrets.

That's what the problem is, I suppose. He's had time to overthink it all. And I havn't. I'm usually the one who has the answers, but he's had all his time here to come up with some convincing argument about how everything is probably his fault. And I'd like to argue against it point by point but I'm still trying to keep track of where my pancreas is.

(It's inside me, in case you were curious)
(but it doesn't feel like it all the time)
(do you ever experience a sensation like phantom pains, except instead of a missing body part it's a body part you have but the pain is coming from the other side of the room?)

[teaserving]

nah its ok
you didnt know my worst one

what, jotaro?
well, that doesn't surprise me
he probably thinks you're pissed at him or something
even though you haven't been around for more than what a week or so?
he's had months to think about everything
that's plenty of time to orchestrate a self-loathing
i should know im a fucking expert at it

ive had similar sensations
like my face is breaking
sometimes i swear my chest hurts so bad it wants to burst but that's me
moody blues is the one that broke apart after everything

[hierophany]

Oh dear. That's just inviting me to be curious about it. 🐸

I don't think anything is wrong. The obvious aside. But I think it's going to take us both a while before things are really right. He's mourning. Or unmourning, I suppose. And I'm doing whatever the fuck it is I'm doing. And the solution to both of those is just time.

Which is fucking frustrating.

I never saw what happened to Hierophant, in the end. Whether he just vanished or whether it hurt him. I hope he didn't break, that sounds shitty.

[teaserving]

guess you'll have to read my memories again sometime

dont be impatient bastards about it
that's really my only advice

well
i hope you never know
it was a terrible feeling

[hierophany]

Tempting, to be honest. If only to figure out what other dark secrets past-me told you.

And yeah. It's hard not to be an impatient bastard, what with being very other type of bastard under the sun, but I'm trying. It's funny. We're both good at this. Me at acting like shit's normal and him at acting like he doesn't fucking care.

And he needs shit to be normal and I need him to not fucking care. It should be ideal.

But we both know it was always only acting.