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[hierophany]

Oh, right. I will. I should take that into account.

I'm. Glad. I'm really glad that we can. Do this. Plan this sort of nonsense.
It sounds stupid, if I keep telling you that I love you. Repetitive.

But I just keep noticing it. Over and over.
That I love you.
That I get to love you and make plans and. That I'll get to keep doing it. For as long as I want to.
Which is probably forever.

I didn't think.
I always knew someone would love me. For a given value of 'love'.
But I thought it'd be because I tricked them into it. Because they thought I was better than I am. And I thought I'd keep them around because they were pretty or useful. I thought everyone involved would be content enough, but I didn't think I'd love them back.

Even if you didn't love me back, I'd be happy that you proved me wrong. That you proved that I was able to love someone.
But you do. And that's even better.

I'm just.
I'm happy. I've been happy for so long.
I know that it's been difficult for you, but I've been happy since you pulled that thing out of my head. Happier than I thought I'd ever be capable of being.

[starmark]

we both have a future now
i mean we all do
you and me and adrian

i think all of us
we all had our future taken away in one way or another

and
i know you don't love him like you love me
i know it's different for you two than for either of you and me

but i think
i feel good about this
us
all of us
our future

i want to keep loving you and keep being loved by you
and if we've got that
then whatever else happens
i think it's going to be ok