Noriaki "eldritch horror fetishist" Kakyoin (
hierophany) wrote2020-06-18 08:15 pm
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[Except he did, kind of. Without meaning to, he just sort of did. And against all odds, Kakyoin seems to like it.
There's no point in fighting it. It's already done, mostly by accident, born solely of idle absent impulse.
That seems to happen a lot, with Kakyoin.]
You hated it a minute ago. Fickle bastard.
[But he looks up anyway, all tousled curls and half-lidded eyes.]
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[ And yes, also he is a fickle bastard.
But he’s also a smiling bastard, when Jotaro looks up. He’s still angry. He’ll still be angry the second this ends. But Dio isn’t here and Jotaro is and for now, just for now, he can be soft smiles and mostly-closed eyes and ears still flushed red even as the rest of his face refuses to take on colour.
But he didn’t ask Jotaro to look up in order to demonstrate happiness at him, mostly because it would first need to occur to him that seeing him happy might be a priority to Jotaro. No, he asked him to look up so he can shuffle forward just a little further, tucking his knees under his head. ]
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[Hey, wait a minute, now he can't put his head back down, Kakyoin's knees are in the way.
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Oh.]
...Mm.
[So, carefully, he puts his head back down, and it's nice to have his neck on a pillowed angle instead of parallel with the cushions, and he fits his lips closed around his fangs and he just breathes.]
Listen.
[He's quiet, for a spell, but the silence isn't what he wants Kakyoin to listen to.]
...I really...want you to be happy.
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[ -tomorrow he’ll be so mad that he runs out of things to clean here and has to break into other people’s places to do chores. ]
I’ll work on managing it a little more often.
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[Is he a vampire, or is he a content and sleepy pet dog? It'd be hard to tell the difference at this point, from the way he's acting.]
I mean...I want this place to make you happy. Being here. Want it to be happy for you.
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[ That is, every script he's ever made says, a nonsensical response. But its also the truest one he could ever make. He combs his fingers through Jotaro's hair a few more times, waiting for the feeling of dread from saying the wrong thing to sink in. It doesn't. He presses his fingertips into his scalp once it becomes clear that he isn't going to feel afraid or apprehensive or anything but the overwhelming sensation of adoration smothering anger. Rubs five little circles into it. ]
I didn't think I knew. How to be happy, I mean. But I've been starting to figure it out lately. It's more like learning a language than learning anything else. You have to experience it to really understand the intricacies. You need someone to speak it with you.