Thank you for providing an appropriate reaction to my impression of asking an inappropriate question.
I ask because you mentioned personal removal. The two seem like opposites, in that way. Both involve removing a part of yourself from the encounter. Your body itself in the former, and your identity in the latter. It's interesting that that removal is what would interest you, but that neither seem like they would be genuinely appealing.
Perhaps the sticking point is the lack of vulnerability. Or rather, that you're thinking of it in terms of a lack of vulnerability rather than precise control over how much vulnerability you want to subject yourself to.
(It is, of course, entirely possible that you are just into what you are into and that there's no deeper pattern to analyse. But I'm not here to possess the humility to recognise that there are things I can't possibly know.)
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I ask because you mentioned personal removal. The two seem like opposites, in that way. Both involve removing a part of yourself from the encounter. Your body itself in the former, and your identity in the latter. It's interesting that that removal is what would interest you, but that neither seem like they would be genuinely appealing.
Perhaps the sticking point is the lack of vulnerability. Or rather, that you're thinking of it in terms of a lack of vulnerability rather than precise control over how much vulnerability you want to subject yourself to.
(It is, of course, entirely possible that you are just into what you are into and that there's no deeper pattern to analyse. But I'm not here to possess the humility to recognise that there are things I can't possibly know.)