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that's not it
look i know it would be better if i wasn't doing this in messages
but there's a reason i can't do it in person
so just

look

remember i told you about that guy i know
alucard
i didn't exactly

tell you everything about him

He's a vampire.

I visited him a few days ago. We had hot chocolate.

[ Okay so he was not expecting to have quite so many feathers while admitting to stalking Jotaro's boyfriend but here they are. He's not going to make things more painful by playing dumb. ]

you did what

I made hot chocolate. It's good if you make it with more bitter chocolate, because the milk is sweet.

i would've introduced you to him myself
i was going to tell you

i just

i was trying to go slow
with telling you things
so you didn't keep getting sick

i didn't want you to find out like that

I found out because I was being a fucking creep. I deserved to be caught off guard a little.

I've been scouting around, when I get freaked out. Easier to be Hierophant, sometimes. He put a stupid little pet bed out for Hierophant, next to the one for the raccoon, so I felt. Welcome there, I guess. Like it was a good place to run away to when I didn't want to be me.

I figured out he liked sweet shit and wanted to pay him back but Hierophant can't get stuff from the grocery store, so I had to do it in person.

Figured you'd get pissed if you knew.

he likes stands
he saw star when we first met and i thought he was another user
but it turned out he's just on that kind of wavelength

did you get along
i thought you might because you're a lot alike
you both like video games
and art
and being assholes but like in a funny way

i told him a lot about you
i missed you all the time and he would listen

Yeah. He's great. Hierophant likes him, and that's. I think it's a good sign. He's not really known enough people for me to figure out if he's a good judge.

I think we get along? He likes Hierophant more than me. But I like being Hierophant more than me so that works out. And he just kind of. Mentioned the vampire thing. And I might be freaked out about it more but.

You know there's that thing people say about big dogs? That they're more scared of you than you are of them?

I think he's more scared of me than I've ever been of vampires.

...
i'll never understand how you do that
how you just figure things out and make it seem so easy

i think you're right
i think he is scared of you

listen
are you still scared of vampires

So the first thing you need to do is spend seventeen years being profoundly uncomfortable with the idea of not knowing things. 🐸

I'm not going to be weird about it, if that's what you're asking. He seems nice. You're capable of taking care of yourself if I turn out to be wrong.

fuck off then i don't have that kind of time

that isn't what i'm asking though
i'm asking if you're afraid of vampires
still
right now

I mean.

What the fuck are they going to do to me? I'm kind of.
Out of good reasons to be concerned.

It's fine, I guess. They're fine.

oh
i mean

yeah i guess that's true

anyway listen
sometimes this place does...weird things
like turning you into a bird

well
it looks like for a little while um

alucard has star
and i have his uh
fangs

Oh. That's

Certainly a thing that seems to have happened.
Thank you for clarifying that it isn't a him turning you into a vampire thing.
I would have been angry.

[ 7FFF00 is typing... ]

Do you.

Need anything?

he wouldn't
listen
i know this is just my word and nothing else but
he could never hurt me
especially not like that

...
did he
tell you about why he can eat ice cream
i mean what happens if he does

I believe you.
I am trying to believe you, and I'm mostly succeeding.

I assumed that vampires consume things that aren't blood for the same reasons that humans eat things with very little nutritional value.
Because they like them.

i'm not being sentimental
it's just complicated
i'm never any good at explaining things anyway
i'm not you or avdol

but yeah
blood is the only thing that um
makes him stop being hungry

i'm so hungry

Let me try.
You love him. But if you didn't, you'd still trust him. And even if you were his worst enemy, you know he wouldn't fuck your life up just for its own sake.

Come home.

no
i mean
you're not wrong but no that's not

it's not about my feelings
it's not about whether i trust him

i know he can't hurt me
and right now i couldn't hurt him either

you don't really want to see me like this do you
i told you i don't want to upset you
don't make me come home if it's going to upset you kakyoin

Because of Star?

I said come home.
I don't know if I'll get freaked out. But you already did the big reveal. It's not like I can get caught off guard.

You're more afraid of me than I could ever be of you.
You're kind of alike like that.

Big dogs don't get spooked because they think something'll hurt them, you know. It's because something's a threat to their family.

[And all of a sudden he understands. He understands what Adrian means when he says that sooner or later, he'll always give Jotaro anything he asks. All of a sudden he gets it because Kakyoin says come home, I said come home and Jotaro knows he's going home because that's what Kakyoin wants.

You still love him. Don't you? Adrian had asked.

He's half a vampire today, and wanting Adrian consumes him like nothing he's ever felt before, and Kakyoin said come home, and he's already going.]

ok i'm coming

i'll be a wolf so you might have to open the door for me

Yeah.

We can figure things out. The blood thing. Or the everything thing. Or we can just
Be a dog and bird.
Watching bad television.

I think that'd be okay, too.

[He comes home.

He's so fast as a vampire, even if it feels strange to move so quickly under his own power rather than calling on Star to assist him in it. Star isn't there, no matter how many times he calls, and sometimes that leaves him feeling lonely and hollow in a bittersweet way he can't quite articulate, but he knows his Stand is in good hands anyway. Adrian loves Star as much as he does. Star's okay. He's just not with him, but that's fine.

And fortunately he's made enough of a study of Adrian that he knows already what sort of powers he's got at his disposal. It didn't take him altogether long to figure out how to change into a wolf, or how to fly. He's already sort of familiar with his heightened senses because of Sanguis. He wasn't ready for the overpowering depths that his desire runs, but he was at least aware of it, capable of identifying it when it hit him.

He keeps scratching open his lip on his fangs. It keeps healing. It's strange.

He bounds up to the front door of their apartment in Lunatia and paws at it, as long and as heavy as an animal as he is as a human being, bumping and rattling at it just out of pure canine mischief until it's opened for him.]

[ Shirts really have been the most difficult part.

Doorways were tricky, too, and moving around without knocking things about, but he's used to having extra limbs waving around needing to be carefully manipulated lest they knock against things. It's been second nature for a long time. If he extends Hierophant's reach just beyond his wingspan, he can tell if he's in danger up bumping into things. But Hierophant can pass through cloth and the wings can't.

In the end he put on a button up backwards, doing the top few buttons and leaving the rest open. He still has the flesh-coloured band wrapped around his abdomen beneath it, but it's still- awkward.

Hierophant opens the door, because of course he does, but Kakyoin is still standing behind it, all feathers and slight bemusement, staring down at an actual fucking wolf that is apparently Jotaro. ]

I wouldn't have used Dog metaphors if I knew. Somewhat tasteless in hindsight.

[Here's the funny thing: at full extension, even like this, Jotaro is still a good half-foot longer than Kakyoin is — which means that when he primly gets up onto his hind legs, rests his forepaws on Kakyoin's shoulders, and bumps his furry head against the underside of Kakyoin's chin, it's just a reinforcement of how astonishingly big he is.

But it doesn't last long; he drops back down to the floor and trots inside without further implicit comment, hopping up onto the couch and settling down into a relaxed dog position like he owns it.

Which he does.

His eyes are still green, at least. And from the way that he's watching Kakyoin, it almost seems as though he's staying this way until he can gauge out Kakyoin's current feelings before shifting into something he expects to be more jarring than a friendly, albeit incredibly fucking large, canine.]

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