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[freshprints]

You're not disgusting.

Something like that is something I'm afraid of. But I think I wouldn't be afraid if I knew it was you, because I like you. Does that make sense?

[hierophany]

someone else told me something similar stop i believe that i understand the sentiment stop newline i am capable of entering a body and manipulating it with a combination of manual movement of muscles and imitation of nerve signals if it eases your fears to understand the mechanics of it stop it is painless in most cases so long as I am not excised forcefully stop

[freshprints]

...No, it's not the mechanics. It's the disconnect between mind and body that bothers me. The feeling of being trapped.

Do you think you could hold me still, sometime, while Kakyoin-kun talked to me? To help me get used to it, and thus get over my fear.

[hierophany]

of course stop brief pause between messages to indicate thought is it acceptable that my friend noriaki kakyoin is aware of this unlicensed systematic desensitisation question mark it is unfortunately largely unavoidable as we share a consciousness

[freshprints]

Yes, of course. I would want him to be a knowing participant.

If he wants to talk to me right now, he's welcome to.

[hierophany]

unless you wish to initiate the desensitisation at this moment i think i would prefer to talk to you if it is acceptable stop

[freshprints]

...You like talking to me, is that it? That's sweet of you, Hierophant-kun.

Do you believe I'm telling the truth when I say you're not disgusting?

[hierophany]

i believe that you would consider the invasion of a person's body to be an inherently disgusting act but that you are willing to extend the assumption of good intentions to me stop as a result of this context i believe that you would consider my own invasion of a person's body to be justifiable and thus not cause for disgust in the same way that paralysis caused by a known source with no malicious intentions may not be cause for fear stop

[freshprints]

It's something like that, yes.

However, it's also a question of context. When you refer to a behavior of yours as disgusting, it gives the impression of being ashamed of that aspect of yourself. I'm reassuring you that you shouldn't be. At least not around me.

[hierophany]

i see stop i will aspire not to be ashamed in your presence in future thank you for freeing me from this responsibility stop may i ask if you have a reason for wishing to overcome your fear of paralysis question mark it seems a reasonable thing to be afraid of stop

[freshprints]

I try to overcome all of my fears, Hierophant-kun. Otherwise I'm the one ashamed of myself.