hierophany | INBOX (noctium)

Star made the coffee this morning.

Thanks. I'll head to the kitchen now.

I remember. Some of it. So you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to.

Do you want to talk about it?

I don't know. It's weird. I don't remember what it was like to be him. Not outside of what happened here. But

yeah.

I know it's fucked up and that you don't want to do this by text and
fuck.

I'm going to get coffee.

I'll say one thing. And then you can decide.

What I don't want to say through text is something I would have said eventually without that happening.

Come get coffee. I can get lost, too, if you want.

you don't have to get lost.

[ He does make his way to the kitchen, slowly and carefully. Peers around the door before entering and taking what he assumes is his own cup. ]

[there is a cup set out for Kakyoin. Star, who had been finishing cleaning up the mess he had made, glances up and over as Kakyoin enters before Jotaro calls him back. As for him, he doesn't glance up from his phone where he's (pretending to) read over the network]

[ It probably shouldn't be comforting, that Star is still Star. That he managed to go a decade without changing. He didn't notice that before. He's aware of his blind spot, now. Aware that he hadn't noticed because there wasn't a difference to notice and it didn't feel wrong. That Star still being the same is probably something at least worth consideration.

But it's still comforting. He sits down quietly, blowing at his coffee before taking a sip. ]

He only needed to watch once to figure it out.

[ It's easy to forget how quickly Star learns from observation until your coffee is recreated down to the smallest detail. His voice is smaller than usual, careful, but it's easy enough to talk about Star. ]

[talking about Star is easy, in general. When it's Star, the Stand he fights with when he has to. Talking about Star like this is a little different; not new, exactly, but not as easy]

Mm. He's good at copying how something is made. [he sets his phone down to pick up his own coffee] Hierophant's a good teacher.

All he really did was make sure Star could see him properly.

[ He sips his coffee quietly, cursing himself-plus-ten-years for making everything weird. And it's not that he doesn't want to be here. It's that he wants to be here and talking and complaining about the small of cigarettes and laughing and he just can't seem to make himself do that. So instead he just lets the awkwardness boil in him and press up against the edges of himself like steam until the pressure gets to be to much and forces words out of him and just hopes they're going to be the right ones. ]

So what the fuck is happening to computers at the end of 1999? Because apparently I was fretting about it the whole time.

[ Not quite the right words. But better than nothing. ]

And showed him how. He doesn't usually ask like that. He just picks it up on his own if he's interested.

[which was rare before here, mostly because of Jotaro. And why he hasn't tried to stop it again, because it's - nice. In a strange way. Star isn't a secret - which Star seems to appreciate more.

The question is - not one he's expecting and he looks confused, eyebrows drawn together] Computers at the end of - ?

—ah. [he rolls his eyes when it clicks] It's some kind of bug that's going to mess up computer systems, I think? Because they can't handle dates after the 31st and going into 2000. People are making it sound a lot worse than it probably will be - but I'm sure you actually knew what it all meant and had a reason to worry, because you're not a fucking idiot.

[in case you were wondering how Jotaro feels about the people "making it sound a lot worse"]

I better have had a reason to worry. I don't want to turn into a paranoid fuck fussing over a calendar in ten years.

[ Somewhere, probably, there's a Jotaro who knows exactly why it's a stupid problem but it's still a problem in excruciating detail and is presumably hearing about it for the fortieth time.

Part of him hopes it is just a future him being a paranoid idiot, because fuck him for getting him into this situation. He deserves to be paranoid about nothing. What a dick. He breathes out, curls his hands around the mug, and tries again. ]

It's 71 sets of 50 days, ten years. With either eight or seven days left over, depending where leap years fall.

[he pauses, coffee halfway to his mouth. And then he snorts]

You're such a nerd. [not that he can talk, but he's going to say it anyway] 2000 is supposed to be a leap year, so '92 and '96.

People think that planes are going to fall out of the sky and all sorts of security systems are going to crash around the world, so being paranoid over a calendar seems pretty tame in comparison. [he takes a sip of coffee]

Being able to divide a number by fifty doesn't make someone a nerd. [ Rude. ] I'd expect it to be something to to with timed processes, if it's the date that's going to be causing problems. Hard to guess what it might fuck with without knowing what people have gone and attached clocks to in the next ten years. I'll just assume I know what I'm doing.

[ Look, speculating on computer issues from a decade in the future also does not make him a nerd. ]

Eight days, then. So 71 point- ...six, two- I've been gone 71.625 times longer than I knew you. [ It's soft. Matter-of-fact. Not at all nerdy. ] I shouldn't have expected you to be the same person. You were never going to be.

[he pauses again, this time glancing up before putting his coffee back down so he can tug at the brim of his hat, ducking his head]

. . . being able to figure that out in a matter of minutes makes you a nerd. I can't figure out math that fast. You already understand the computer shit better than I do, too. [also softly. He takes a deep breath]

Ten years is a long time. [he huffs out a noise] I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing, sometimes.

It's- I don't know if it's either. It's just a thing.

[ ... ]

But it is a thing. I'm not going to act like you're my elder, but it's stupid to try to act like nothing's changed at all. And I've been trying to do that for- fuck. Three times longer than I even knew the person I was expecting you to be?

[ He puts down his coffee, closes his eyes and breathes in. Holds the breath for a moment before letting it out, opening his eyes and reaching across the table. ]

My name is Noriaki Kakyoin. You write 'Nori' with the character for the code of law, 'Akira' with the characters for sun and moon and 'Kakyoin' as 'city of flowers'. I'd like to get to know you.

[Jotaro glances down as Kakyoin reaches across and - he waits, until Kakyoin stops talking to tentatively take his hand, in that careful way Kakyoin remembers him doing it before]

If you treat me like I'm your elder I'm throwing you out. [just like the first time Kakyoin threatened it, he doesn't mean it. He tries to hide the way his lips twitch under his hat.

He isn't going to tease or anything like that. He just listens, and considers his own response, and takes this as seriously as he take everything else]

. . . I've never really care about how my name is written, but "Jo" is written with character for accept or acquiesce, and "Kujo" is written with the characters for sky and article. [...] I'd - like to get to know you, too.

[ Perhaps part of it is just synchrony. It's hardly a secret that physical contact is more pleasant here than it would be back home. Synchrony or not, the contact feels like a weight just released itself from his chest. Breathing seems so much easier now than it was before. He lets out a breath of old air and takes in a deeper one of new. And smiles. ]

That was easier than I thought it would be. I thought I'd sound so stupid. [ It's not careful, the way he grabs Jotaro's hands in turn. It's not even calculated. It's just enthusiastic. ] I'd hate to make a shitty pretend first impression.

[maybe it's different because this isn't because they're trying to pull one another out of whatever fucked up situation this place has thrown them in; it's them making the choice for no reason other than that they want to. His grip slowly tightens, like now that the first step's been taken, it's easier]

Your real first impression was pretty shitty, so I guess you can only improve on that. [it's teasing. But it's also different, now that he knows there's much more significance to that day]

'Slightly better than pushing you down the stairs' wasn't quite the heights I was aiming for.

[ He tries to sound irritated. It's difficult. But it's difficult for a good reason, because the corners of his mouth keep turning up on their own, no matter what he has to say about it, and he can't quite keep the smile out of his voice.

It was this easy all along. ]

Not as if you did any better.

[ Blatant lie, but whatever. ]

[he can't quite hold back his own smile, but at least he has his hat to hide behind, even if it's completely obvious as to what he's doing]

Riling up those annoying girls was much worse than the stairs. [the only truth to be found in all of this. The huff is forced, sounding much more amused than it should]

I was always trying to make a bad first impression anyway. So technically, I did do better.

Mm. So you were trying to come off as too soft-hearted for your own good.

[ There's a chuckle under his breath as he says it, and that's all the warning anyone's going to get before a tentacle extends out from his sleeve, reaching up to push the brim of Jotaro's hat up and away from his eyes. ]

I wasn't—[the indignant protest only makes it halfway out. He doesn't startle, really, but it's hard to miss the surprise. The exact expression that comes from being caught hiding.

It doesn't last long; Star appears, and rather than doing something silly, like fixing Jotaro's hat he floats over to Kakyoin instead - and just picks up the chair and him in one, gentle movement to shift him closer. Enough that there's still distance, but neither of them are reaching as much anymore. Then Jotaro scowls, as upon disappearing, Star takes his hat off and sets it on the table] Traitor.

[ He's grinning when he pushes Jotaro's hat up, and that expression quickly shifts to alarm when his chair stops being on the ground, but doesn't end up saying anything at all. Then he opens his mouth to say something but closes it again and the expression that's left might be 'slightly shellshocked' if his ears were less red. He's had a stand his whole life. For the most part, he knows what to expect. Hierophant is weak, physically, as stands go, but he's still capable of lifting a human's weight without too much exertion.

It's just that Star can do so effortlessly. And yes, maybe he already knew that. Maybe (absolutely) he's thought about that before. It's different now, in the context of- this.

If the chair didn't have a back, he could lean back and be resting against Star's chest.

Star puts him down, and he's almost disappointed. But there's not a table between them anymore. There's not even a hat between them anymore, he notices a little slower than he'd usually expect from himself. Just empty space. ]

I suppose he just likes me better.

[ It takes him a moment, but he manages to sound the correct amount of insufferable when he says that instead of just slightly distracted by the fact that Star just swept him off his feet (well. his chair. swept his chair of its feet) like it was nothing.

And he takes Jotaro's hat and puts it on his own head for good measure. ]

[he doesn't miss the look on Kakyoin's face and the faint laugh slips out, for once not hidden by a hat or something else. Even though it's just a hat, it's more open than he's let himself be in - a very long time. "Let himself", because he knows he can just grab it back if he felt like it.

But he can't help but reach out, once Kakyoin takes it, to tug it down out of - something. He doesn't really know why, but he does it anyway, and if he's smiling again, well - he's ignoring the desire to hide it]

He likes Hierophant more. [as though it wasn't obvious, the way Star follows him around sometimes - and especially lately.

Jotaro glances down at their hands and that's what holds his attention]

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